I have a lacerated mind
and to be awake is often a bother. I've plumbed & succumbed to
the pitiful array of 
well clearly surely by now you know
it's all friendly fire right? surely the rounds are left-over from some prior desire 
What's this server error
on this gentle journey? Why'd we return-to-sender what I meant to be rid of
Can't go over it!  Gotta Go Through It! Can't go under it! Gotta Go Through It! I meant to go through it? Gotta Go Through It I'm looking right at it? Gotta Go Through It I've got it right here gotta go through it I've gotta get through it I'm getting crushed by air just gotta get through it


I see an oasis just 
over there